*sob, sob*

Yesterday we (me, mom, David, Aaron (Spence for a short time)) watched "Wild Hearts Can't Be Broken". Mom said that when she was my age this was one of her favorite movies. What she didn't say is that I'll cry after watching it. Well, I cried. I couldn't stop myself . It's about a girl who's dream is to be a diving girl (a girl that is on a horse on a really tall tower and the horse jumps in the water with the girl on his back). She runs away from her terrible home and becomes a diving girl and does a very good job with her last many shows. She never gives up on anything and when she decides she wants to do something nobody can stop her. (No really, nobody.) Once she dives on a pretty wild horse. The horse doesn't jump the right way and the girl freaks out and forgets to close her eyes when she gets into the water. Then she's blind. The doctor comes and says that it's permanent. But she says "no! It is not! It's only temporary!" so I started crying. she dives the last time in her life and that's supposed to be a happy ending. But it's too sad for me.This movie is 1 out of the 2 rare movies that make me cry. The other one is Rigoletto, of which (sadly) nobody knows.


I miss America Like crazy. So crazy that I have to stop my self from crying when I think about it. So crazy that I have a stupid goal to save up for a ticket to America. It might take me 2-3 years. I DON'T CARE! I NEED TO GOOOOOO!

How about something happy in the end? My family is awesome. For an example yesterday was the best Saturday in my life. We did stuff like reading, including mom reading to us, writing little stories, eating together , and stuff. Mom and dad had a little date night on Friday.

Bye Bye

school...

I don't want to brag but I'm doing pretty good at school. No, no, I meant to say quite well... so you know how in Poland It's not like you get an A,B,C,D or F , just 6,5,4,3,2 or 1. 1 is the worst. And 6 is like "you did more then you needed to, so thats what you get more then others.", so if you get a 6 you have to remember things that aren't required. Also, in Poland you get grades in the middle of the school year that show you how you've done this year, so ether you want to do better for the rest of the year,or you want to keep it up. here are my grades:

• polish +5
• english 6
• math 4
• nature 3 D:
• technical stuff 5
• history 5 =D
• art 5
• music 6
• computer stuff 5
• PE +4

Ha, ha! you might think I'm so cool to have two stinki'n 6's. Well I'm no. Because english is ... you know...in english. And then music. Well it's unfair. Some kids just don't have good voice.

Oh yeah, when you have, for example, +5 it means it's a almost 6, and if you have -5 it's almost 4.

Sheesh, I was dreaming that I was eating dinner then a huge 14 foot cat came, took my plate, said thank you and went away.

Don't ask-I have noooo idea.

from grama lee that I love very much

For my birthday from grama (I won't type Lee because she's the only grama I have. I only have one babcia too ;) I got this:


A beauty, isn't it?
It plays ,, You Are So Beautiful"
I almost burst onto tears when I opened it. Don't worry, I'm fine now =)
On the outside it says Dear Granddaughter on the inside I was never as blessed as the day you were born

With Love

All of that was in gold.

chapter 7: so the necklace isn't anything I want to touch...

"I really wish you didn't SCREAM!!!" I said as we ran out of the shoe store. "Well, seeing her everywhere is freaking me out. " " So get used to it!!*sigh* OK, lets sit down on that bench by the fountain and have a look at the necklace". After a while, Elise said "Put it on me. tell me how it looks." "Are kidding?!!" I hollered, "This thing might kill you!". She looked at me like 'That's the stupidest thing I have ever heard..' , but then we hear, "Ha Ha Ha! It won't do you any harm! Give me that-" the witch with 'the hair' said, grabbing the necklace out of my hand," you are such a darling girl, you deserve to wear such a beautiful accessory". She started putting it on Elise, and that girl did nothing. N-o-t-h-i-n-g. Nothing. She looked as if she were delighted. The problem was 'da witch' looked delighted too. Now I know why. When the necklace was of Elise's neck, she said "Au! Au! Au! It's hot, hot ,hoooot. GET IT OF!" When I ripped it of it burned my hand too! I looked around. The witch was gone! "Are you OK?" I asked, staring with horror at my burned hand,that hurt like crazy. ARE YOU OK ?!" I said louder because she didn't answer. Still no answer. I turned around to look at her.

She was sitting there trying to breathe.